NAKED THOUGHTS!
Dawn nears my mini blinds.
Sun is on the horizon.
TWILIGHT BEFORE SUNRISE.
My brain is in a rage.
Mind racing a mile a minute.
Tumultuous war in conflict for my brain and my soul.
My Lover man, please, stop it already.
Red alert! Romantic synapses are malfunctioning.
Oh, Lord another one of my insomnia filled nights; I pray for the light of day to end this electrochemical assault.
I am spread eagle in my bed with all this electric turmoil and inner conflict about my lover man.
I am about to detonate!
Buttermilk churn in my head; as I ponder our so called sordid love affair. (in my mind mostly ; not his)
Emotions ravage my nude brain and body such as: DESERTED, DESOLATION and DESTROYED!!!
STRUGGLING TO OSTRACIZE you from my brain.
Neurons and glial cells; do not fail me now.
My blood brain barrier; keeps letting my lover in with his toxic pheromones and for this; I keep up the cycle; repeat ~ return ~ defeat!
Can you lend me a hand endothelial cell
Consume this parasitic emotional hold my Lover man has on me.
Lover man is an accessory to my wardrobe not a requirement.
How can I be in my bed thinking of him; when he is way over there cross the tracks; not thinking of me!
I glance at my cell. Will he call for real time conversation? Will he just call for some real time derrière?
STILL AFTER 13 Years: Define us! Still friends with benefits! No committed relations just consensual sex~~END POINT! LONGEVITY OF THE ROMANTIC INTERLUDE.
LOVER MAN you always cheated. Knife to my Heart. Circulatory drain. Once a player; always a player~addictive nature of him and many others.
LOVE TRIANGLE. NOT!
Brain fog.______________________OVER!
MY eyes open; really clear thinking. My thoughts are normal. I no longer have the taste of him on my tongue or in my memory!
Curb stomp.
Game over.
Jo
Cancel the NEUROSURGEON!
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BASED ON MY WORK HISTORY IN MEDICAL FIELD; WWE NETWORK; Relationships; ups & downs; life in general and good friends.
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Love can make us look at the Naked and Stripped Soul; the inner You!
