IMPOSSIBLE DREAM! Apology!

IMPOSSIBLE DREAM.  I APOLOGIZE!


You came to me in disguise; false pretense. I had heard you were competitive; but you bear no weapons.  Shame should be your arsenal.

There always is rumors of wars between the sexes; battlegrounds of sleigh beds and tapestry; with the finest valeron estate satin sheets.

Bodies fall forward in a lustful trance of intrigue and discovery.

Here I am; lips parted; nostrils flared; ready to snarl my prey. Hypothalamus in overdrive. Erotic covert operations about to be deployed.  Missiles moisten and the scent of human encounter heightens my sixth senses. Heart pounding as tempo of pulses quicken.

Rules of war games REVEALED to me; just limited encounter. Oh, you going to be a gentleman. The General.  You suggest.  No touching. No deep mattress combat.  My sympathetic system is not going to be denied fight or fright in its advancement to pleasures.

The General takes command. He suggests:  A simple 💋 and caress will halt; any idea of total surrender to theorems of passion. We clash in stragey. Just wanted to hold hands and kiss; who thinks that going to happen in first date??

Really, you off your deceptive game plan. Your strategy Is Wack.  You really came in a disillusioned state of mind.

You wanted me to breathe life in youR! MANHOOD.  Curtain call! You DOA (DEAD ON ARRIVAL) to Broadway's Production:   WAR GAMES.

I AM SORRY! ONLY ONE; THAT CAN RAISE THE DEAD IS GOD.  NO DISRESPECT.

I KNOW CPR. THE DEFIBRILLATOR IS NO MATCH FOR EXTENSIVE DAMAGE MY EYES; HANDS AND MOUTH SEE BEFORE US ON DISPLAY; WITH NO SHAME IN YOUR GAME.

RETRACTION and RETREAT.

SORRY SIR;  YOU DEAD. BRING YOUR SELF INTO A REALITY CHECK. ASK THE GREAT CREATOR FOR SALVATION AND MERCY.

Get to HAVERTY's FURNITURE STORE FOR THE FINEST BENTLEY RECLINER CHAIR or to an Ethan Allen Cromwell Power RECLINER.

YOUR GIGLIO Days Are OVER. YOU IN AN IMPOSSIBLE DREAM.

Wave the White Flag. Surrender to the defeatist of HEALTH.

HARK!  HARK!  WAKE UP; I Am THE BEARER OF BAD NEWS!  ED (Erectile Dysfunction) HAS CLAIMED YET ANOTHER VICTIM.

This is dedicated to dating after the golden years have left a majority of us men and women TARNISHED!

The plot is fictional; but sexual dysfunctions are real time events.

Love and thank you all for humoring me in my quest to find real love after 59 years.


Linette Booker Lee!💎💘🍵

http://www.menshealth.com/health/common-erectile-dysfunction-medication-mistakes

LOVE INJUSTICE!

Love Injustice!

Random Thoughts on Lost Love!

Today you made a choice.  You been bitten by the Bug; you got the virus not Zika; but "limerence"!   LOVESICKNESS!  You trying to tell yourself; you found; that one woman; the one; that melts your heart and make you go Hmmm.

 Strangely, when you got my name out the dating site line up; YOU BROUGHT YOUR §A§ GAME TO WOO ME AND SPREAD A CANVAS OF ROMANTIC INTERLUDE IN A VERY BRIEF TIME OF MEETING ME IN PERSON.  I PAUSE TO THINK; THIS NEW LADY LOVE GETTING SAME OLE RAP SHEET.

 I know; what it is being so cool and brazen. Your brand of telling truths at your age;>60yrs makes you appear stupid and oblivious to other people's feeling. Blatant honesty can be a downfall as a precursor to arrogance.

You choose your choice. Just like Lott's wife; no turning back.  I should have heeded that old Biblical Story.  My Heart has turned to salt!  When I saw all of those Red Flags; I should have ran for the nearest detoxification center. YOU AND I BOTH KNOW; WHY YOU KEEP THE CHASE UP; UNTIL THE REAL DISCOVERY IS REVEALED.

 I get; that you feel you the indispensable Casanova.  Your Golden years already upon you with a score card. They say "age is nothing; but a number"! 

 My Score Card For You :

 Health(5) Residual Fallouts to Male Performance

 Happy(10) too selfish to allow anyone to know you unhappy

 Profile and general appearance(7) handsome face; body not by Jake

 Mind(10) Sharp as a tack in your thinking and razor witted tongue; drill a mean IQ

 Romance(6) Too cheap too enjoy the opportunity. Willing to flip the script on the date.  You want to be serviced.  You the King.

 Finance(10)  HA! HA!  It's a secret. I will not tell:  The Struggle is Present. I had opportunity to know "BALLERS" and now; I KNOW "TIGHTWADS"!

 Just note; into the world born naked and if You trip up; you can leave the world naked and stripped of your #Gold coins.

 This not personal; but it's a right way and a wrong way to treat your potential love interest. I am and not your dishwater to be carried away in the drain. Correct way and adult way to say:  "I am moving on."

 Lastly of the NUMBERS

 KNOCKING THE BOOTS (0)  GROUND ZERO.
Your health has stolen your VITALITY and your DYNAMISM! Down to pasta! Limp noodle soup.

PLAYING FIELD UNEVEN!

"Rock the Boat." Thank you!   Aliyah R.I.P.

If my wood was pushing upon tombstone status:  I sure would humble myself in eyes of the Lord. I would not go out my way to be ugly to people.


 Side Note:  I guess the fact you got all; that materialist stuff blinds you to reality and compassion.

 Get out dating game; because you trying to play broke and treat me like a harlot. Money is the only thing you can hold over me.  My systems all operational!  Ready- Set-Go.


 I pray this moment to GOD; HE BETTER NOT BE BEING UGLY TO ME In His mind OR ANY WOMAN! Trying TO USE PEOPLE ON SLY To GET THEM TO GO relocate DOWN ON HIS DEAD CARCASS (aka) decaying wood.

 THEN COMES ALOOFNESS SO HE WILL NOT HAVE TO START DOING anything FOR RANDOM WOMEN.


You called his "woman" if you can match his Dollar Bills Yall! She too will wake up to the discovery of GROUND ZERO AND THE EARTH WILL ROTATE ON HIS AXIS TO ANOTHER WOMAN. IT IS SO UNFAIR IN THE GAME OF LOVE!

Life💔💌
Very Truly Yours, Fictional 📚

Letters to Man!

LETTER OF ORAL DESIRES. Boundaries of total pleasure:  TAKEN                                                        NO RECIPROCATING
Dedicated:  When  Tongue Only Weapon of Rich Men !
PERFORMANCE ANXIETY. Looking glass Encounter.
HEART already involved involuntarily. Anticipated :  ORAL ASSAULT COMPONENTS: DESIRE/ HEAT/ HEART/ FEAR /INHIBITIONS/TABOO/ HYGIENE. BE IN THE MOMENT. GHOST STEAL YOUR INNER MOST DESIRES. (Erectile dysfunction)

   
Heart refuses to have cardiac output of romantic love DUE TO EMOTIONAL ABUSE.   The Love Pump is MOST DEFINITELY INFARCTED to HIGHEST DEGREE OF CIRCULATORY FAILURE. {Hardened Arteries and Hate}


It becomes a mind game of trickery.  Man fool thy self about bygone Eve Knievel FEATS OF BEDROOM ANTICS. HE KEEP SENDING OUT TASER RAYS TO  NEW AND POTENTIAL LOVERS.


Reality is stunning their passion; drying up their endocrine system flow and sending daggers to their heart. Whereby; their brain is getting so many negative pulses; until the thought of the infamous act of pleasure man found so exhilarating stands to be headlined as a mere domesticated chore.  Strained and drained of possible completions

Up close and personal thoughts on the love aftermath


 You, the crucial host trying to be so Kool and NONCHALANTLY CARING IN ATTITUDE .
I AM A WOMAN WELL PAST KIDDIE STAGE.  MY EXPECTATIONS OF A MEET AND GREET RISE HIGH ON the Richter Scale. MAN TO BASK IN AN UNEQUIVOCAL LUSTFUL PASSIONATE ORAL DELIVERY SYSTEM; YOU GOT TO BE POLITICALLY CORRECT! 


 LET GO OF THOSE DEMONS AND SINS OF THE PAST.   YOU GOT MY UNDIVIDED ATTENTION FROM DAY ONE. I TOOK A CHANCE ON US VIA MY HEART DIRECTING MY MIND.
INITIALLY, I FELT NO NEGATIVITY.  I TOOK THE RISK AND YOU SPENT THE MONEY TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. (MEET & GREET).

JUST BE A MAN ABOUT IT!   ADMIT YOU GET A HIGHLY INTOXICATED INDUCTION INTO LUST WITH POSSIBILITY OF NEW FEMALE TERRITORY TO EXPLORE.  YOU ARE A SERIAL KILLER OF THE ❤!  YOU MEAN WELL; BUT THE HATRED IN YOUR HEART AND THE DEMONS IN YOUR GENITALS; KEEP YOU A PRISONER OF LOVE and ROMANCE In Spite OF ALL YOUR MATERIALISTIC GOLD.

 Very truly depicted fiction!

Toxic Romance!💔

Failed Toxic Romance!
Hit and Run!💔💋
Note to self:  Closure! Oral desires. §ensible pleasures. He was here today; gone tomorrow. Fairy tale courtship. Gone. He must play games🏀 through dating site; due to his defect; down under the equator.🌍 Love them briefly and leave them without a trace. 💔(*women he pursues) Methodology📝. Discovery. Women not high class🏆; he exits back door without a trace. Likely, before (*He) must truly think; he casted a voodoo🎩 spell; within one month; or feel a broken pocket book woman just hanging in trying to undercover sniff out some materialistic stockpile. The gold shilling! Well, mister, I done {had} and I done {lost}!  None of that §excrement; got me closer to my blessings from GOD!  I am trying to recap the rush of physical attraction; thus establish a system of the down in my memory; between us from the get go.  NO HARD FEELINGS; Literally! In the end. Final summons.